Finacial crisis...
I spent too much... Let's see what I have now...
This week pocket money, 50 bucks
300+ bucks still freezing in Sogo!
Don't know which bastard owe me 40 bucks...
My savings... -confidential-
I need to work soon if not...I am not gonna get my OWN powerful computer!!!
23rd January 2005
I was having a nightmare... I heard Jenova's theme... and I saw Jenova! Ugly... oh...its my phone ringtone, Jenova...incoming message... It was from Sis... saying that what... can't wait for the day... have fun... I was so blur...couldn't read it properly... it was about the fund dinner organized by my church... well, in another word... a big event for our church. As I woke up...errmm..completely? I went to bath... and Enoch called... as I told him to wake me up at 10am... Alright...after that, I drove to Enoch's house...funny was...when I was driving on the way to Enoch's house... I hit a bumper with 70kmph...and knocked my head on the car roof... Ouch.... Skipping the small matters... we arrived in the club... My mind was right...the same people
who worked hard for the church again..."Where the hell are others?" I asked myself.... knowing I would get the same answer... First, we carried all those heavy speakers, monitors, mixers... and more... while the girls were decorating the ballroom... I didn't even know my leg was cut... Anyway... I felt that I was not a great help... I was thinking if I am strong enough...to do everything... not letting someone do it...
The event was great...and ended with good feedbacks... I tried my best to help... but I don't feel enough...If I were someone...
Michele was curious and asked me why I would do these things for the church...
I'm not doing it because of I expecting something from Him...or sacrificing myself to the church... The reason is...I don't want see those who I love worked so hard... I just want to reduce their difficulties... or maybe...the church...mean a lot to my life...
19th January 2005
I quit my job in sogo after nine days...
Summaary of the nine day
- This is my first job...
- I met few special customers...
*Unfinished Post*
130km driving...
Yesterday...I drove to Cyberjaya... It was a tiring journey... Yes, LimKokWing was good... but MMU was much better for me... I will come out with degree if I study in MMU... Advance Diploma if LimKokWing...
At night, I stayed back in Enoch's house...
Something terrible happened...
Somewhere in my memory...
I've lost all sense of time...
And tomorrow can never be...
Cuz yesterday is all that fills my mind...
There's no use looking back or wondering...
How it should be now or might have been...
This I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
Monday...
The week after the first day of New Year...
I almost spent the whole week inside my church... being a computer freak... anyway it was fun to do what I like... well, designing a magazine wasn't easy as you thought... the editorial team was not well organized...and with many disagreements...but we managed to do a fantastic job... I guess... In fact, I was having difficulties to work with other people... I prefer to work alone...
"Humans are born to be selfish..." a quote from Wilson haunted my mind... I wish I could share my knowledge...
Sis teased me about my New Year Resolution... and she thought I was mad at her... well, I didn't... and I didn't know how to explain to her... Anyway, I'm wondering how she got the banana and the pear from... Maybe she got them from a kind visitor in the National Zoo? Monkey sis inside the cage!!!...Hehehe...
My driving skills are much better now... I hope so... and I hate slope, taxi, bas, chicken, buffalo, duck, goose.....
I didn't show up on Michele's birthday party... I gave an unreasonable excuse... even though she tried so hard to persuade me for the whole night...my petrified heart was harder...and after I read Yang and Guardog's blog... I feel guilty... of not fulfilling her little wish... Maybe this is not the time yet....to let everyone know about it... I'm deeply sorry...Michele...
Not long time ago... I was running through the flame... I was toasted...and fried...
Michele told me something I could not imagine... It was like a piece of cold ice stroke through my vain... I thought I would never accept it... but I'm okay with it now... I guess... Well, I have to run through the flame again... I must not fall...again...
I made up my mind to study in MMU... Multimedia University...in Cyberjaya...
Hooray! Happy New Year to me...
The atmosphere of this New Year was greatly destroyed by the Mega-Tsunami...
So what is Tsunami? How does it happen?
Okay, first you grab the Aquamarine and summon the legendary sea monster, Leviathan... that skinny scaled monster will crack the surface and provide strength for the sea water... and Tsunami is created to cover everything up with water... according to Final Fantasy.... Sorry I was kidding... How do I know about Tsunami? I'm not a geologist, mind you...
Seriously, this deadly disaster which killed so many lives and flooded the nations with sorrow, grief and fear... Everybody was blaming the devil who was behind these waves of death... Well, for me... It was Him... He did this to teach us a lesson and to show us the sign of the end of days...
Someone asked me about my New Year Resolution... Well, I guess she didn't hear what I said... Ermmm... Well, I want to get a girl friend before I'm 20... Two more years to go... Hahahaha... Well, it's definitely hard to get someone who really intends to know me... It would be an impossible resolution... like lose some weight for you...Hehehehe...Just kidding...
About Christmas and New Year...
I was hibernating in my cave...well my room... and yes, I rather be all alone than... You're right..Enoch... I can't deny that you're my best friend...Anyway...I had fun... I guess....
I read TeckPei's blog... he keeps mentioning my name in his blog because Yuen and I grabbed all the prizes in Generals... Well, it is not the strategy or what quality...it is about your agility and cooperation among allies... Got it? Hehehe...I haven't show you my Zero Hour Super Weapon Rush.... and Air Force Striking Non-Stop Like Minigun Bullets.... I'm bragging...hahaha....
I'm damn tired of driving the whole day... Thanks to my best friend, Enoch who spent his time on me this destructive and yet offensive driver.... Manual-Gear sucks sucks sucks... I need a car with Auto-Gear... I was wrong…Oh God, hear my plea... drop me what I want... by using parachute so the car won't damage... Thank You...
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