Vincent Valentine
KL, Malaysia

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Flying Nat
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  • April 2004
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  • January 2006

    Wednesday, September 29, 2004
    Two Italian female aid workers were released without conditions... in IRAQ... so what? Those ass holes will still continue kidnap people... 90% percent of them will be slaughtered and uploaded to the internet... 10% percent of them will be released...to make people think they are merciful? Ridiculous Bull shit!
    Why those so called Holy War Fighters want to kidnap and behead those people who risk their life to aid the country?
    Why they have to link terrorism to religion?
    Why they have to cover their face like a ninja with power rangers' weapons and slaughter their victims cowardly? and then pray to their god?
    And when Eminem will compose a nice song to boo those idiots? Count on you, dude!

    Sunday, September 26, 2004
    Finally, Andrew is axed in Malaysian Idol... Anyway, he did a great job for being himself all along the contest... unlike Jac who wants to be like Fantasia, Dinah who acts like a fat version Avril... and Vick..perhaps a new gen Lion King with same hairstyle of Simba. Great to hear from pastor that he going to launch his own album... all the best, Andrew...

    It's been seasons I never updated my blog. Thing goes pretty nastily...

    A month ago, someone from my church passed away in his early time. Although I don't really know him, I hope he is doing well in his new home. Anyway, someone came to me and said something very weird... Well, He won't let me die so easily... He has "bunches" of trials to pour into my life.

    Natalie asked me to add a tagboard...so everyone can share their comments in my blog... Well, there are only few people in my blog... besides those who have their own blogs... there are only less than 4 people... and most important, I don't think they will waste much time on my blog...maybe except you, Natalie...

    Sometimes... when I see a big family fighting with each other... I feel they are extremely idiots. Evils were laughing of their stupidity... clapping their hands and having campaignes. Why they have to fight each other and need outsiders to settle their problems? So much hatred... and so much betrayal... Why they so eager to hate each other... while I yearned to be loved by someone... Has Him forgotten what we need?

    I went to play badminton in the morning till afternoon... The Youth was having "Pizza Feast"... and I missed it...purposely.

    Well, someone from the church again... wants me to do something....Did I say she wants me? She forced me... and I didn't say yes to agree. And this is one of the facts that I feel very unhappy about this church. Maybe some people will think that I'm fussy or anything... I just...can't do it... No one is going to know why... because everyone is not my anyone... I hate to explain... to everyone... and I know He knows it... I'm glad there is a God to understand every depths in your heart... and I hope I could have another to be like him...just one more person...

    The Reason by Hoobastank

    I'm not a perfect person
    There are many things I wish I didn't do
    But I continue learning
    I never meant to do those things to you
    And so I have to say before I go.
    That I just want you to know

    I've found a reason for me
    To change who I used to be
    A reason to start over new
    And the reason is you

    I'm sorry that I hurt you
    Its something I must live with everyday
    And all the pain I put you through
    I wish I can take it all away
    And be the one who catches your tears.
    That's why I need you to hear

    I've found a reason for me
    To change who I used to be
    A reason to start over new
    And the reason is you

    and my question is...who are "you"...and where are "you"...

    Saturday, September 04, 2004
    Close my eyes
    So I can't see
    And feel the winter
    It was so cool
    I hid myself
    In a dark place
    Praying for you
    What I need
    Is to hear a word
    From you
    For a moment...
    For the last time...

    I don't want to know...ANYMORE!!!
    Please stay away from my mind...
    I don't want to see... ANYMORE!!!
    Please don't let me see your shadow...
    I don't want to hear... ANYMORE!!!
    Please stop whispering to me...

    Thursday, September 02, 2004
    You worked out a plan... and you've failed... everything... you feel disappointed...and you think God is not on your side...

    flying-n@t says:
    "You will never know what is going to happen end of this year. You won't even know what will be happening tomorrow. So don't hope too much, because the more you hope, the more they wont' be real. You know what, when you least expect it, something great mught come alone, sometimes better than you even planned for."